In less than a week i am no longer a senior, a high school student, a put-on-a-show girl. in less than a week, a new beginning is yet to start and a new exquisite chapter of my cliche-filled book is yet to be read and understood by new readers. i don't know what really is waiting for me. i, too, don't know what career to choose and what school to study in. i don't know what exactly should i do with my life. currently i'm not in a good condition with my six-year-old friends. it's the most heartbreaking part of my ending high school life, to exit the portals of my alma mater carrying with me an unsolved fuss.

just yesterday i realized that i am wearing my blue-with-white-stripes-on-the-side baggy, jogging pants and my senior shirt for the last time and i'm spending my very last friday in school.
the feeling is really sickening. :(

will i be able to run around the campus like that? i think not. will i be able to shout around and laugh so loud? in college, if i do that, i'll sound stupid and immature. *sigh

the remaining days of my high school are so mundane that i can't even talk about them because i feel so trashed.

don't worry dear blog-hoppers. i've got a lot of posts stored for you. let's talk about summmmerr. yeah!