TO YOU MY BELOVED BEST FRiENDS

maybe this will be the lengthiest post. i am about to bang out something for my best friends. here it goes.

i just can't pick the befitting word to show you how thankful i am that i met you.

sometimes, it's easy to say that i miss you, say that i love you. but it's not just that.

there is something behind those morphemes i utter. im writing this for the mere fact that you do not listen to me anymore. so as you scroll down, look for your picture and read the message below it. surely, it's addressed to you.

MARSHERY HAJiM,

we have been through our own ups and downs. but together we stood up. you were a big piece of puzzle that fulfilled my life. you taught me a lot of things. without you, i wouldnt have interests for extracurricular activities in and off campus. i wouldnt join the MTG nor the JOURNALiSM TRAiNiNG. and i wouldnt dare to join different screenings and auditions in school, that's a fact.

nonetheless, i am after you being my confidant. today, i can hardly find trustworthy people like you. you are more than a friend. you're a sister to me and it hurts me so much that graduation awaits ahead. worse, were not in good terms. instead of staying strong, we are losing track in our journey as friends. maybe graduation also means, we are totally going on separate ways. separate-- breaking the relationship we have built now.

indah, i know that we both suffer the consequences right now. i can't even sleep for 2 days now. i cant eat. no joke here. this isnt the end. i know this is just one of the trials. please don't give up. dont say EWAN. SIGURO. and all that blahs. im sick and tired of it. maybe it's time you show me that you care for this friendship. it's time to show me that you can defend our friendship to those atrocious people im talking about. marshery hajim, you'll always be my one and only female best friend! i still love you so much and i'll always do.

EDSEL JOHN SERRANO,

this is to let you know that only special friends have space here in my blog and you're so one of them. think back! see how far we've gone now? a lot of things had happened to the both of us. we started as friends in our elementary years then when we reached high school, almost everything changed, except you being my heart doctor. it's so ironic how you still listen to my problems though we fight. i thank you for the advices.

honestly, i really wanted you to treat me as your close friend. well, who doesnt? it took me years to prove to you that i deserve a slot there in your heart. from the time i fell inlove with you-know-who, i learned that love is not always that good feeling. but despite the pain, i became stronger.

edu, you'll always be that special someone i would cherish till we part. i hope you'd still share your stories and entrust your secrets. i love you so much, edu!

ROLAND MALLAREZ,

we talked about life, death, studies, love and almost all of the nonsense stuffs on earth, right? in almost all of the "TRIPS" we jive. despite the distance, it's nice to think that our relationship has gone sturdy. you are my diary, bes. :) i really thank you for the things you've shared. you're kinda different. ask me why. :) i handled something unsual just because you existed. i learned to adjust, bes. though we aren't physically attached, i know how emotionally attached we are.

bes, i really look up to you and i know that you are a great person. ANG GWAPO MO BES. lol. i have said enough yesterday [12.28.08]. i love you so much, bes ko.