the weeks before today, the sleepless nights, the undying sacrifices and agony inside me, finally, i could say that my unending sufferings quite took a vacation, today. after some time, i would have to face the consequences for being undoubtedly irresponsible of yesterday. finally, finally, finally i 
am holding a complete soft-copy of my oh-so-precious science research paper. i can't help but think of the quote that makes me work as hard as i can for this piece of crap! the words, it really passes through the tiniest pore of my skin, it really journeys even through my nostrils and worse, through my ear drums! speaking of those words quoted from my advanced physics teacher, "your research book will be your passport to graduation", i just can't take the thought of not graduating this year! it's a mess! it's a threat to me! i know im exaggerating. i just can't help myself not to. thank god, i've got something to present and defend tomorrow. although my experiment's not yet done because of a bunch of curse, i'm glad there are alternatives.
i can't explain this dionysiac once in a while. it's getting through my nerves. i wan't to cry and shout as loud!!! i realized that im going too fast. i am so much after what's college life for me, and because of that, i forget that i have things to fulfill in high school in order to graduate. i don't scan my notes anymore neither make my assignments by myself. crap! im the laziest person i've known throughout my existence. what a shame on me.
tomorrow's defense day, i hope i would not freak out infront of our panelist.
Worry is running
a horror movie
about the future
- without a
stop button.
XOXO,
TiM
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