BRiNGiNG BACK THE PERKY ATTiTUDE

my last two entries filled out this blog with a nullifying atmosphere, thus, resulting my whole system to harmonize the trend. i was about to totally forget about that happiness-slash-light still existed. it's not that i have nothing good about the past few days. who's to blame? well, it's none other than yours truly. ruled over by fear, anxiety, stress and a lot of dramatic hormones, it seems that i've been drowned all throughout this week. my only enemy is myself, my perceptions in particular. eventually, i wasn't the only one affected. i had a bit of misunderstanding with a person, my best friend in specific. i wasn't ready to cut anything about my sluggish attitude not until today.

lemme first tell you how happy i am about my report card. yes, i went down by a couple of points, actually, everyone went down. ha ha! that's a reason to be perky. another is that, among the fourty-two of us inside the four-cornered room of 4-peace, eighteen were gifted [?!] with a line of 7 in the analytic geometry. gifts aren't always good, right? and to my surprise, i'm not one of those eighteen when i expected that i would be. that's another reason to be perky about! ha ha!

okaaaay! enough with the academic stuffs there. lemme talk about what had happened between me and my bestfriend. it's a CUTE STORY.

(dismissal time. approximately 5pm)

he approached me with a child-like facial expression over his face. then he suddenly whispered to my right ear, "SORRY NA".

i was about to prolong the drama but i was carried away. like i said in my past entry, i easily forgive. the thing was that i laughed out too loud, it's because of his facial expression. he looked like a three-year-old juvenile who happened to break a vase. ha ha! and then he said "bakit ka tumatawa? sincere ang tao dito. makahurt ka man!"

*to my foreign visitors, the quoted sentence meant "why are you laughing at me? im sincere here and it hurts how you had to laugh at my sincerity"

then i went near him and did the same act. i whispered to his ear, too, "OK LANG". finally, we've patched things up, now.

too many tears shed, too many hours wasted, and yet, in just a snap, i've forgiven him. it was so easy. it's how i value friendship. it's a matter of pride over love.

xoxo,

TiM