when was the last time i had too much to mutter like i'd be endlessly bursting out my insights? when was the last time i made a big fuss of an oh-so-mundane day like it was the best day of my life? well, just like i happened to promise myself, my perky spirit's back. and today is a day i'd love to share and write about because it's overly noteworthy.
As for that 5 nursing theories i've mentioned in my recent post, i did not perfect the exam. i expected to fail, or pass with a score that's a pinch close to failure. of course, that would be the first ever quiz i'll ever fail, and i might be getting out of the line of top scorers, fortunately, i was wrong. even my unreliable stock knowledge did not bring me down in that very mind-boggling moment, my neurons were very well adjusted and my common sense and critical-thinking went synchronized all the way to success, that's what my professor said when she saw me wandering around the corridor, waiting for my next class.
today, in psychology 101, we tackled about Abraham Maslow's hierarchy of needs where one need struck me. it was the belonging aspect that took my attention. i felt a mixed emotion by then. from family to friends and society, i was sure my mind took off to a very far place in that instant. i knew very well that my teacher was talking but each morpheme that came out of her mouth was greek to me, all because i was deeply comprehending each word in the question "do i belong?". I remember last sunday, when out of the blue i asked my friend, " hey do you think i belong to your group?" and he answered "yes" and the security blanket hugging me was giving more than the warmth i needed. it felt so good to be having friends to depend on. and while in the middle of the discussion that friend again told me i did belong, assuring me once again.
i hated the first few minutes of our english class when suddenly it felt so good expressing my real emotion in a sentence. we were asked to choose from the pronouns he and it and come up with a creative sentence. i knew that my professor saw the beauty of my sentence in the way i delivered it. she felt the sincerity and gave me a smile while my classmates were yelling so hard, cheering up and at the same time mystified by who was i pertaining to. my sentence was simply "With his atypical aura and mysterious-but-beautiful ways, he is the best thing that could ever happen to a girl."
lastly was my math class, it was the funniest, indeed. all the people in the world know how i suck at math because i am overly good in other fields. my professor asked me to solve some word problem on the board and even asked me to explain it. yes, i cheat in his class, i do mess up but at least i have proven him wrong with his perception of me being dumb in math. sucking at math is too different from being dumb in it. i know very well that i am an average learner when it comes to math, im just not good at it but it doesnt mean im too bad to catch up. i do understand basic math concepts and some complex ones enough for me to comprehend.
P.S
the he of my life is giving me all the inspiration in the world and life with him is better off. one simple joke, smile and conversation completes my day. i may not have him, i know. but being friends with him is enough, enough for me to call it a day.:D
As for that 5 nursing theories i've mentioned in my recent post, i did not perfect the exam. i expected to fail, or pass with a score that's a pinch close to failure. of course, that would be the first ever quiz i'll ever fail, and i might be getting out of the line of top scorers, fortunately, i was wrong. even my unreliable stock knowledge did not bring me down in that very mind-boggling moment, my neurons were very well adjusted and my common sense and critical-thinking went synchronized all the way to success, that's what my professor said when she saw me wandering around the corridor, waiting for my next class.
today, in psychology 101, we tackled about Abraham Maslow's hierarchy of needs where one need struck me. it was the belonging aspect that took my attention. i felt a mixed emotion by then. from family to friends and society, i was sure my mind took off to a very far place in that instant. i knew very well that my teacher was talking but each morpheme that came out of her mouth was greek to me, all because i was deeply comprehending each word in the question "do i belong?". I remember last sunday, when out of the blue i asked my friend, " hey do you think i belong to your group?" and he answered "yes" and the security blanket hugging me was giving more than the warmth i needed. it felt so good to be having friends to depend on. and while in the middle of the discussion that friend again told me i did belong, assuring me once again.
i hated the first few minutes of our english class when suddenly it felt so good expressing my real emotion in a sentence. we were asked to choose from the pronouns he and it and come up with a creative sentence. i knew that my professor saw the beauty of my sentence in the way i delivered it. she felt the sincerity and gave me a smile while my classmates were yelling so hard, cheering up and at the same time mystified by who was i pertaining to. my sentence was simply "With his atypical aura and mysterious-but-beautiful ways, he is the best thing that could ever happen to a girl."
lastly was my math class, it was the funniest, indeed. all the people in the world know how i suck at math because i am overly good in other fields. my professor asked me to solve some word problem on the board and even asked me to explain it. yes, i cheat in his class, i do mess up but at least i have proven him wrong with his perception of me being dumb in math. sucking at math is too different from being dumb in it. i know very well that i am an average learner when it comes to math, im just not good at it but it doesnt mean im too bad to catch up. i do understand basic math concepts and some complex ones enough for me to comprehend.
P.S
the he of my life is giving me all the inspiration in the world and life with him is better off. one simple joke, smile and conversation completes my day. i may not have him, i know. but being friends with him is enough, enough for me to call it a day.:D
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