What's good in the Morning?

Good Morning!

     Honestly, my morning is not any good. I didn't get a decent sleep at all. Something is bothering me. Well, yeah, since blogging had been thrown away from my routine for a while, I  wasn't able to write a post about a very bittersweet love story that I had. It made me busy that I forgot about blogging. But, see, I'm back to where I originally find comfort in, I'm here again typing rubbish. It's the only thing right now that gives me the peace of mind. Every word I let out here is a level down to my anxiety.

     Last night was one hell of a fright. Ex's parents were home from abroad and requested my presence in their humble home so they could finally meet me. So that awkward moment arose when I finally met him, AGAIN, after our break up. The pain felt as fresh as it was, four months ago. It's just sad to realize that four months had passed and nothing changed about my love for him despite everything that he put me in. The four months of struggle to get over him only lead me to start from scratch again. I feel so sorry for myself. I just can't tell myself to hate him! And yes, it's why I couldn't sleep. :(

      I know, in time, things will come to a halt. I will heal, and replay these things as a painless memory in my head. In time, I will... In time...